Friday, November 30, 2012
The Spinning Machine and other Lucid Dreams
Woke up at Midnight and began meditating...
Did the mula bandha engage meant on 4 separate occasions.... Listened to the nada on and off, succeeded in finally getting to a place of very quiet mind.... Expressed total surrender in to the infinite and a deep gnawing hunger for the divine, but released attachment to having any kind of experience like the previous nights. After an hour, I got up, went to the bathroom and then got dressed and went up to my office. I laid out a mat and pillows for shavaasana, laid down, covered myself with two sheets and meditated more... All in all I would assume I was meditating about 3 hours but I have no Idea.... I heard the nada, particularly loud, but didn't get transported in to the vortex.
I felt my awareness shift to various states of consciousness....Finally was listening to the nada, and it seemed to pull me in not like the vortex, but just the pure sound of it got louder and louder.....
1. Suddenly I was standing on top of a truck... Completely Lucid Dream, I knew I was dreaming and the world spread around me almost as real as the physical world..... The wind whipped through my hair, I look behind the truck and see a series of overpasses... There is another trucker driving a different direction, I see him in the cab of his truck and marvel at how lucid and convincing this dream is.... The truck I am riding on starts to veer off onto a dirt road. I must have become unconscious because....
2. Then I was at CorePower and they had some new crazy machine that spins you. There was no one in the lobby except Jaina so I got inside it and started to spin me.... It started out gentle enough, but then started spinning faster and faster, and then a vortex opened up in my third eye, that was all white light, and every cell in my body was whipping... and It was so intense that I thought I couldn't take it, but I didn't know any more how to turn the machine off because now it was pitch black except for the lights in my third eye, so I pressed into my feet, and let go.
3. I realized that I was back lying on my back on the floor of my office where I had been meditating... The Nada had become disturbingly loud.... I had my eyes closed, but I could hear something tapping in the room... It was getting louder and louder.... I opened my eyes and the room was lit with eerie light, and there were two disembodied malls tapping on the wall of the room.... Everything was alive type feeling, a bit over whelming... I just laid on the floor realizing that kundalini had awakened, just like I'd wanted, but now it was insane, and I was apprehensive.... I didn't succumb to fear though, just wondered how I would function in the world with all the noises raging in my ear....
4. I heard my alarm faintly and realized I had left it down stairs on the kitchen table.... I got up, said namaste, as I looked left I saw through the window that the neighbors had their lights on and I could see into their house. I walked down the stairs dark hallway and then the stairs very carefully.... I walked down to the kitchen, but now there was someone sitting at the kitchen table drinking tea. At first I thought it was Jaina, but it wasn't. It was a woman with an India accent.... I walked over to look at a picture next to the half bath. It was a black and white of an old man and looked to be from the early 1900s... He told me that it was best to not talk about these experiences... To keep them secret and not even tell Dr. Parker. I went over and sat on the floor by the fridge and the woman came over and sat next to me. She had a young face, but seemed very very old in the authoritative way that she talked. She was telling me something, and the rushing vortex feeling began reeling in my body again. I don't remember what she was saying, but she was very calm, and very articulate, and I remember that the sound of here voice was very clear and audible, I could hear the tone, and texture. I realized this must be a dream and so I lay back on the kitchen floor to meditate and in surrender and closed my eyes, and darkness surrounded me. She climbed on top of me and merged into my body, the whole time explaining what she was doing and what was happening to me. It was not lustful or sexual but had the intensity of the vortex. As she merged with my body the feeling became even stronger Like in the spinning machine at core power.
It was so intense that it hurt.... I can't remember where, but I remember thinking, I want this to feel good, and be healthy for my body, but it seems its not entirely....
5. I realized I was now late to teach the Friday morning class in Edina.... I got up to rush out the door, but my Aunts were all visiting (Linda, Nancy and Patty). Outside my mom had ordered probably 12 cubic yards of organic topsoil which was lying on the boulevard... The neighbor was now out working in his yard.... I got in my dads car to go to work....
6. Then there was something about the police... I was walking through a crowded bus station at 4:00 am and there were police plain clothed and in Uniform amongst us... I was walking briskly now with two other people and it was wintery cold outside.... One of the officers Reported to a Seargent in a truck and said his name which I remeber thinking was the perfect name for a cop... An I was so impressed that I quietly said tsomething to my friends....
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