Last night the dreams were very vivid from the earliest I remember I was on a street, and I had a childs tennis racket. Someone was hitting tennis balls long, and I tried to retrieve it. I didn't have the hand eye coordination to hit the ball. An old woman came out of here house like (what is all that noise). I was barefoot walking across the city with Misha now. There was some kind of event going on, people everywhere. We ducked into a friends house, someone we new slightly from South High. I talked to her and even though she was not physically beautiful, I made an effort to let her know that I valued her presence as a divine human being. I said we should hang out at a coffee shop or something. I tried to put on my shoes to leave, they were new fancy sandals with string attached on the soul. I was concerned they would break…. They must have broke because then I left, carrying Edwin out onto the street barefoot. It was like Bloomington and Lake and the street was all eaten up from construction. My feet hurt on the hardness of the concrete, with every step. I had to be very mindful with each step looking where I place my foot. Extremely vivid.
Then we found J. We reminisced on when we first meant and then began to make love. I was very cautious to go slow so we didn't orgasm. And we made beautiful love, and didn't go over the edge. At one point James and Matthew Tabaka walked by outside with a big group. They were right outside our window, only separated by a screen. I pulled a blanket over me and Jaina so they would look in and see us.
Earlier I had been in a big condo, maybe my parents. Cousin Tanya was there in the prime of her beauty and she had rotweiler puppy. Aunt Susie and grandma Dorris showed up. There was some dynamic, but I can't put my finger on it now.
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