I started to be able to see that there was something 3-dimensional behind the 2-dimensional image

Sun 9-30-12

Crazy night of dreams, conceptual, different frequency from conscious understanding.  Many dreams about practicing an experiential concept.  At one point i understood, and though I could go write this down now, because I l'll never remember later.  Dreamed about Courtney and Abby.  At one point I was lying in bed with Courtney and Ben Laungman from school days showed up and climber into bed on the other side of her.

I was at an outdoor Lake country event.  I was tripping people as they walked by ( I used to trip kids in 2nd grade).  I tripped the principle.  Each time I pretended it was an accident.  One of the teachers who had been watching pulled me aside and asked whats wrong.  I wanted to cry.  She sat there and held space and I felt sad about my early school experience, and grateful that my daughters would have a better one.  Jaina walked up and told the teacher that someone had singled her out making a rude comment about how our kids were on scholarship.  I told Jaina to work it out with the person directly and she said to the teacher... "Its your school".

Later I was up at a cabin in the mountains with Ben V the yoga teacher.  It was a place that our families shared.  The place was yucky, smelled moldy and had old carpet, and all the floors slanted dramatically.  It was a mountain hideaway and each winter the mountain snows cut it off from the outside world.  I remember wanting to plant a garden.

I was checking Facebook.  Jaina and the kids were in the room.  When I was done I tried to shut down the browser, but there was pop up windows behind it.  It was a green page with Japanimation women on it posing sexily.  Though it wasn't porn I felt uncomfortable with it up and violated that it had magically appeared on the screen.  I tried to shut it down.  There were no red yellow and green circles in the top left corner.  To shut down the page you had to click on the picture of an eye.  I clicked and clicked and clicked, but every time it close a slightly different one was underneath it.  As I clicked them shut rapidly it had the effect of creating the illusion of motion like in a flip book.  I started to be able to see that there was something 3-dimensional behind the 2-dimensional image.  I kept clicking and the 3-dimentional object came closer to the surface of the monitor, finally flying through the monitor into my hand.  It was a U-Lock Key that I had lost.  I kept clicking the browser window shut, and more objects arose out of the depths.  Keys that I had lost, they would slowly appear, get closer and clearer and then finally fly through the monitor screen into my hand.